Little Corner...

I may nver knew how great it was
the love i offered and meant to last
Only by an unwanted feelings & mistake
Things had change and i did 4sake

By adverse fate the love i kept
Thankful was i, I felt indebt
At first thought it was all bound
Crossed by path my love i found

Now my world is shattered almost lost
I must seek for answers or i’ll be toss
Or else she my love would break
the only love i have she would take

If things would turn out not so well
I wud bid myself 2 depart & foretell
That though things had change not knowing why?
I wil love you with all my life without a lie.

Perhaps before i go and doth will leave
Please do me a favor & believe
Theres nothing else i want to be done
But for you not to hate me and begone

Had i not said words to make you see
How grateful was I & now you’re free
Id rather thank you than be sad
How great your love was once i had

Cruel it may be that which you’ve done
It left me scars, the most painful one
of all the things that u can give
Why is it, that of all, you decieved?

i wish you well in your journey thru
that he who took my place, my love in you
will be the one you’ve wanted well
or he would doom your faith and outfell

one fell swoop that would only take
for you to learn the things you partake
that life you took from me could make
a lesson that you once did t’was mistake

you took the love and life i had in me
the life i treasured most unquestionably
fate has plans but not like this
trash me out like a rotten dish

if i did made you happy, way back then
im so sorry now, if its the end
i didn’t ask for any of these
i played my role but not like his

Our friends ask me if i cheated you
How am i to say that you were untrue
but then who cares if i would say
that you left me bled for more than a day?

i did what i have to despite the pain
pull myself together and live again
away from the memories that you did gave
which haunts me as if it were from grave

Forgive me now for i’ve lack the will
what made me love you and made you feel
the love we had was of all great
sex in bed until 8..

now i have to end this lest i forget
he owns you now and feels like shit
he could take you to where we’ve been
but he couldnt treat you like my Queen..

so until here my dear, i bid all the love you need
for i would still mourn your lost and make heed
in case i forget all the words that suits you best
i didnt had enough courage to remind me of the rest

forget me and shant no tear or spare no care
those we knew before would less ask or dare
that the pain ive been through is no mere path 2 take
its the only way that could leave your heart to break..

ill let these pass me by for some thief to steal
what fills me then is now own by others thrill
loosing you is painful, living without you is hell
i was decieved, hurt, left to bled and others can tell

that though i am badly hurt, painfully kneeling
for the same reason that im questioning
why? do i deserve this? have i not love you best?
or have you found somebody new to lay your arms at rest?

i should rather leave it and drop the whole story
than leave you with all these questions weary
may it be less than you expect, for worst or best
remember me even for once, even if youre gone to rest

Farewell to you, you know who you are
i wouldnt be that distant, not so far
if you need a friend a shoulder to lean on
ill be round here the same guy you can count on

if im not there for the shit’s you carry
think of how i surpassed the pain you gave me
that even if you did drowned me in pain and agony
i still tried my very best to save what’s left of me

Farewell to you my dear Beloved one
you gave me life once but now its all gone
ill be happy for you my dear and less for me
Until then be gone, for i am setting you free..

This goes to the girl whom she never felt the way I’d felt for her…Although she knew what but she doesn’t know why. Sorry for having the unwanted feelings, i’ve love you for more than the life i had in me and you wasted it all..